I still miss her, I pretend like I dont notice her but everyday I wish I could still fall asleep beside her and know that she would be there when I woke up, She is the only reason i even still go to school. I dont want to be there but its the only place i see her. I want to tell her things like what has been heppening in my life and how i feel , But she is too busy now to even remember me. I wish i could do what she did and just stop loving and walk away from everything. I just miss everything.